First love

From the very first day I Saw you, I m  restless. My dreams were all you. Even my thirst. I always wanted to tell you a fact that I love you much more than you could ever think of. But because of fear of rejection, Because of fear of friend zone, Because of the fear of being departed from you, i couldn't. You'll probably think," to be far first you need to be near", But i was the nearest of you for years. The difference is you see me as a friend while i saw you as a part of my own . I feel as if i know you from years and we are made for each other. A bud died ,when I heard the news of your marriage.


Malai jasto mayako bhok naparos
Ma mare pani timilai sok naparos
Timro doli uthda mero las utxa
Doli ani las lane eutai chok naparos.

मलाई जस्तो मायाको भोक नपरोस्
म मरेपनि तिमिलाइ शोक नपरोस्
तिम्रो डोली उठ्दा मेरो लास उठ्छ
डोली अनि लास लने एउटै चोक नपरोस

हो अचेल एस्तै एस्तै भन्दै बाचिरहेको छु म फगत तिम्रो लागि हो सानु तिम्रै लागि ।